in an interesting twist of events, due to the lack of support i got from my team on previous issue, i talked with my captain and asked to be traded.
if there are any teams interested in trading for me, make an offer to sakura.
from previous conversation she had with another captain i understand she prefers to trade me to a different group.
if you ain't got an attacker who is within a similar level - save your breath, as fisk would just tell her to reject it.
to the admins, be assured i already made it perfectly clear to my team i will show up for games in case a trade doesn't go through, but in the situation created i think for both sides it would be better if they get a player that is actually motivated to play for that team and for me to get a fresh start.
hopefully everybody wins...